So Very Thankful

Every time I read a blog about a long-standing struggle with infertility, I think to myself, "Man, I HAVE to stop reading this stuff.  It's making me nuts!"  But I can't bring myself to stop.  Not only do I want to cheer on and support those who continue to struggle without success, but I want to rejoice and celebrate those BFPs!  Lately, I haven't run across too many blogs with BFPs and it's disheartening.  On top of that, I seem to be reading too many blogs where women have suffered one or more miscarriages or lost their babies because of pregnancy-related complications like pre-eclampsia.  These blogs are a constant reminder that I should be eternally thankful for what I have.  I have a wonderfully kind and supportive husband.  I live in Massachusetts, which has mandatory insurance coverage for infertility treatments.  I  have been blessed to get pregnant with, carry to full-term and deliver an amazing and healthy son.  I am incredibly grateful for these things every single day of my life.  It's easy to get caught up in my quest for baby #2.  Will the frozen embryo survive thaw?  Will I have to do a fresh IVF cycle?  Will it work again for us?  I need to always remember to take a step back and breathe and remember exactly what I have already.  My heart and prayers go out to those women who have not been as fortunate as I have been.